READY?
My feelings, I hide
their locked away on the inside.
I need to set them free,
I just can't let them be.
I need to tell you how i feel.
Do you know how hard that can be?
Can't you see what i see?
I love you so,
but if we do it will you just go?
Will you leave?
after your through?
or will you stay forever true?
sometimes that's all if seems like, that's all it is.
so how can i be sure you are the one?
I know I'm ready, but are you?
I HAVE SEEN.
i have seen the world through these death eyes. i have seen the truth and the lies. i have seen death in many forms. it covers you like a duststorm.
everything i see has no life. someone has killed it with a flick of their knife.
i have seen many committ sucide. those few wishing to die. life held nothing for them or so it seems. people have grown cold and mean.
i have seen people die for no reason at all. everyone was there to watch them fall.
i have ssen people dance with fate. to save them, its too late. i have seen people hooked on drugs. i have seen people get mugged. i have seen the slow process of destruction on human
sometimes i just want to cry,
all the times it's like i have a reason why.
your getting distant, or so it seems,
is this the way it's supposed to be?
inside i'm aching,
can't you feel my heart breaking?
your silence is deafening to the core,
why do i even put up with this anymore.
i know why,
and about this i cannot lie.
its because i love you,
no matter what you do,
or what you put me through
Do you have any idea what ur doing?
Can you even tell me whats wrong?
can i leave?
will i be strong?
what would you do...
if i were to leave...
never see me...
never find me...
what would you do?
if you only knew...
what would you do?
if you could only see...
what your doing...
everytime i see you...
this pain makes me cry....
as my soul slowly dies....
La La I can't think of anything to write!
Hey Hey won't you come out to play?
Yeah Yeah I love you too!
What don't you believe me?
So where are we going?
What are we doing?
What does it all mean?
Where are you going, don't leave!
Hey hey come out to play!
Hey hey I know a place to stay!
Where the grass is green,
where the air is clean,
We can be together
always, forever
won't you stay?
stay with me,
Please stay!
Hey hey come out to play!
Hey hey I know a place where we can stay!
Pure of heart,
Pure of mind,
Why the hell was I so blind?
Corruption thanks to us,
I can\'t put the blame entirely on you
For it was not one, but two,
Damn you
Dear Bastard,
You held my heart, then tore it in two. Those pieces you then threw. I put my trust in you, but you played with it and now we\'re through.
It makes me sick to think of us. I\'m Beginning to wonder if it was just lust. Why didn\'t I stop it, why didn\'t you? Don\'t hand me that weak bullshit because I know that you wanted it too.Even though you\'ll never admit this, but in my heat i know it was true.
So this is my letter to you. I just wanted to say \"Fuck you and your so-called damn beliefs too.
With much love,
your f-ing ex.
Rip me open,
Tear into my flesh,
Pick out the emotions,
Set them aside.
See the story they tell,
See the pain they hold,
Feel the confusion,
See my very soul.
Shakes rake through and through,
Need some help?
Please help me,
So confused.
Single tear slides down my cheek,
One the verge of blacking out,
Not used to this,
Need you near me.
I'm so scared,
Of these emotions I hold,
So scared,
Don't know what to do.
So scared, who can I trust?
With this, that I hide inside,
So many years of never loving,
Never letting anyone close.
Who can I trust?
I'm scared.
Shakes rake through and through,
Can't control, need to take c
La La I can't think of anything to write!
Hey Hey won't you come out to play?
Yeah Yeah I love you too!
What don't you believe me?
So where are we going?
What are we doing?
What does it all mean?
Where are you going, don't leave!
Hey hey come out to play!
Hey hey I know a place to stay!
Where the grass is green,
where the air is clean,
We can be together
always, forever
won't you stay?
stay with me,
Please stay!
Hey hey come out to play!
Hey hey I know a place where we can stay!
Current Residence: Hell deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL Print preference: script Favourite genre of music: all kinds Favourite style of art: bright colors or black and white Operating System: my brain Shell of choice: turtle :) Wallpaper of choice: depends on my mood Skin of choice: my own Favourite cartoon character: the kids of south park Personal Quote: such is life
Favourite Movies
Labyrinth
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
icp,lucid, linkin park, rage against the machine, any really
the title says it all. i may lose my job,my bills are freaking too much, i don't even know how i'm going to make it to work for the fucking month on seven fucking dollars. so fuck it. maybe things would be better off if i wasn't here.
With the possibility of a hurricane hitting us here in louisiana i have been preping for the stupid thing. me and my husband are hitting up shreveport, staying with a friend of his. damn hurricane making me leave me home.... ggggrrrrr.